It's the End Yet Again.

So it marks another last day of school. Yet, I feel no different. I do not feel older. I do no feel more mature. I do not feel like top dog in high school. I do not feel excited. It just seems like everything just is. Like it is just happening all too fast.
I'm sure I felt like this last year too. I just can't imagine life without high school. Gossiping about the latest couple. Fighting with your friends. Arguing about petty things. Being cliquey even though we all want to get rid of cliques. Where else can you do all that? Well, I guess you can do that when you are older, but it just doesn't seem right.
Maybe there is something about Senior year that I will discover next year. Maybe it is just as exciting and thrilling as everybody makes it seem. Maybe I will only appreciate it in a year when I write the exact same post about how an era in our lives has ended. Maybe I won't be as dramatic.
I guess we will just have to appreciate the moment because after next year I won't even have another high school year to reminisce about.